Yesterday,,,

Lamp went out in whole building. I went home n had a long conversation. After a shocking conversation (don’t know why this topic always make me shock =( hiks..) i sat for a long time and thinking. After that i decided to go to Gramedia. Book store always make me calm.

Banyak yang lewat di pikiran,mpe rasanya jalan kaya orang bengong. Aku beli buku yang judulnya kaya di atas. Entah karena marah ato emang aku lagi kacau pokoknya aku beli buku itu. Kalo ada yang nanya marah ma sapa or karena apa, aku sendiri juga g tau. Marah karena aku g bisa tegas?marah karena semua g berjalan seperti yang diinginkan?ato marah karena kondisi yang dia bawa?

When i was hoping so much, the reality get me back down to earth. Told me to face the truth.

I
I always thought that I knew
I’d always have the right to
Be living in the kingdom of the good and true
and so on

but now I think how I was wrong
And you were laughing along
And now I look a fool for thinking you were on, my side

Is it any wonder I’m tired
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight
Is it any wonder I don’t know what’s right

Sometimes
It’s hard to know where I stand
It’s hard to know where I am
Well maybe it’s a puzzle I don’t understand

But sometimes
I get the feeling that I’m
Stranded in the wrong time
Where love is just a lyric in a children rhyme, a soundbite

Is it any wonder that I’m tired
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight
Is it any wonder I don’t know what’s right
oh, these days
After all the you misery made
Is it any wonder that I feel afraid
Is it any wonder that I feel betrayed

Nothing left inside this old cathedral
Just the sad lonely spires
Adding you make it right

Oh, but you try
Is it any wonder I’m tired
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight
Is it any wonder I don’t know what’s right
oh, these days
After all the misery you made
Is it any wonder that I feel afraid
Is it any wonder that I feel betrayed (Keane-Is it any wonder)